Shimakaze (part 3) - ろき
I’m just a clingy loser who needs constant attention and reassurance that you love me
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I hate when I feel like everything is okay and suddenly walk into a an open room inside my head. Where memories of a time that used to be play out on exhibit for anyone to view.
You ever feel like the end of a relationship feels more real than the beginning?
I still miss her.
I still love her.
It’s been a year and I’m still in love with her. People will see it as week or obsessive, but honestly I can’t forget her. How do you forget someone who gave you hope? How do you forget someone who destroyed your mind and shattered your heart? You don’t. You remember it all.
I love her… I don’t know until when… I don’t care really. I’ll love her forever, even if it’s from afar.
When you’re still in love with her, but she’s way over you feelsbadman
I remember when I thought I had a shot of having a future
I now know why I could never see my future
It was never there to begin with
I hate waking up every morning knowing I’m still alive
I just want to die, so please don’t keep me alive any longer
The amount of pills I’m taking
Counteracts the booze I’m drinking
And this vanity I’m breaking
Lets me live my life like this
I wish they would let me die
I wish to not be living any longer
Still in love with her
Still miserable without her
Still dying